Hi Midnight,
Never, ever give up hope. There has to be hope. It may not happen right away or when you expect it to...but with hope and as Ducky said, with desire...it CAN happen.
I know the worst part of it is the fear...been there, done that...still let it get to me. It's your job to recognize that fear for what it is and what it means and do something about it....or else it will navigate what you do for the rest of your life. That is the hardest thing in the world to do.
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