My first love, didn't love me back, she never even knew I loved her. I was 14 with next to nothing confidence. She got a BF, I saw them kissing, a rush of emotions anger, hate, sadness I felt for 2 seconds, I looked away and never loved again. Sad story but true, since I've hooked up with other girls, dated, had GFs but I didn't feel like I was in love, or even fancied them. Meh damaged and over something so little. I just have girls that are friends now really and sex is just extra. I don't get that lovey dovey feeling >.<
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