I'll try and make this one more literate than my thread starter!...sorry.
The thing that upset me is that I had no idea. I should have, although nothing was ever spoken, ever, about marriage. It came out of left field. I feel really awful about it, because my reaction hurt someone. But then again, I feel hurt because of the "obliviousness" (is that even a word?lol) of the situation.
Today I have to deal with this. Two of my best friends think I have a commitment problem (previous relationship ended after 3 years because of something similar). I don't think I do. I just think it's a very serious decision and if I have any doubt whatsoever, then it wouldn't be right. There are so many things that I need to do for me before I say yes also.
I'm just in such a weird place right now...my head is spinning. I know what my decision is but I feel so bad about it. It's also going to be very awkward because we work together. I'll have to deal with that aspect of it on Tuesday.
P.S. Thanks Nikki and Dwinx...I needed that feedback!
